Sunday, October 19, 2003

PASADO

I passed all my subjects but I'm not satisfied with a single one of them! All the grades suck! And it's not just the grades, lahat ng professors ko last semester (1st sem) are disappointed in me. And I don't blame them at all, it's really me... I became somewhat corrupt in my academics during the just finished semester. I'm aiming for an ALL NEW NATURAL HIGH!! Hindi na ako papayag sa "just passing"... dapat, excellence... perfection... ENERGY.

Advance congratulations to Abbie and Len... entering the exciting world of Broadcasting and Journalism... JOU2!

Sa lahat... congrats to you all who passed your subjects.

Half of the guys are in Kuwait and Saudi right now. The ones that remained here in the Philippines are in their houses... Lance, Aldrich, and I are going to Baguio... Abbie... one day we'll all go to Baguio... or maybe, Boracay... mmm....

Miss you all... I don't need to say that. It's unconditionally missing you guys... tke cre!
hope y'all are doing fine.. miss you...

MWAH!

--+> xoxo Lia*

Friday, October 17, 2003

BALIW

abbie!!! omg... course card distribution na!!! in 24 hours malalaman natin ang future!! hahahaha. i'm insane right now... na sa huli pa ang mga "problem subjects" ko! RETORIKA is 2nd to the last... and the NUMBER ONE SUBJECT I AM SO WORRIED ABOUT IS THE LAST ONE OF THE DAY.... INTRO TO COMMUNICATION THEORY AT 3:45PM TO 4:00PM.... esh!!! ahhhh! why'd that have to be last?! suspenseful ang buong araw ko bkas... it'll only be made okay when i see you... lance... len... and the rest who didn't leave for kuwait or saudi...

kaya natin 'to!!! aaaahhhh.... GOOD LUCK and GOD BLESS us all... think positive always and be optimistic!! i know we'll make it through this.

and one more thing... my mom and i will be going to G4 this monday... why not we all meet at Glorietta?! I'm going to be buying a phone and i want to introduce you guys to my mom if you guys go... Lance... sabay ka sa akin... um... uh... um... oh.... um... no wait, basta... G4 tayo this Monday... i'm dying for a frap... (i sound like Abbie... hehehehehe joke joke joke)... sama natin si Mark...

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

how are y'all doing? hope it's all good...i miss you guys already...

kita kita sa 17. guys, i need all of your prayers. guys, i really really wanna shift. i'm like, totally determined to. i'm claiming that next sem... AB BROADCAST JOURNALISM na ung nasa i.d. ko. i'm desperate in a good way... :D so please, help me...please pray for me... please pray my grades are all good... na nabawi ko... i'm kinda nervous on what i'm gonna see on the 17th... i don't wanna wet my pants! *tee hee*...

uhm...that's it...

i keep being pessimistic lately, and i hate it, cus it's not ME. ugh. i'm just scared... but no. i shouldn't be. i'm claiming that everything....all good... GOD, HELP ME...

Monday, October 13, 2003

ULTIMATE LESSONS IN LOVE

relationship that won't work:
You care about your partner more than he does about you.
Your partner cares more about you than you do about him.
You are in love with your partner's potential.
You are on a rescue mission.
You look up to your partner as a role model.
You are infatuated with your partner for external reasons.
You have partial compatibility.
You choose a partner in order to be rebellious.
You choose a partner as a reaction to your previous partner.
Your partner is unavailable.

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The six BIGGEST mistakes we make in the beginning of a relationship:
We don't ask enough questions.
We ignore warning signs of potential problems.
We make premature compromises.
We give in to Lust Blindness.
We give in to material seduction.
We put Commitment Before Compatibility.

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Seven Wrong Reasons to be in a Relationship:
Pressure(age, family, friends, etc.)
Loneliness and desperation
Sexual hunger
Distraction from your own life
To avoid growing up
Guilt
To fill up your emotional or spiritual emptiness.

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The Lust into Love Formula
First, you feel powerful sexual chemistry with someone or, in raw terms, lust.
Next, you act on those urges and have sex with.
Then you experience some guilt or discomfort having been so sexually intimate with someone you aren't that emotionally connected with.
Finally you create a relationship with that person to legitimize your lust.

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Five Realities about Love
Love is not enough to make a relationship work -it needs compatibility and it needs commitment.
It just takes a moment to experience infatuation, but true love takes time.
It is possible to experience true love with more than one person there are many potential partners you could be happy with.
The right partner will fulfill many of your needs but not all of them.
Good sex has nothing to do with true love, but making love does.

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Five Deadly Myths about Love
True love conquers all.
When it's really true love, you will know it the moment you meet the other person.
There is only one true love in the world who is ight for you. 4. The perfect partner will fulfill you completely in every way.
When you experience powerful sexual chemistry with someone, it must be love.

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Fatal flaws to watch out for in a partner:
Addictions.
Anger.
Victime consciousness.
Control freak
Sexual Dysfunction.
Hasn't grown up.
Emotionally unavailable.
Hasn't recovered from past relationships.
Emotional damage from childhood.

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Here are seven compatibility time bombs that can destroy a relationship:
Significant age difference.
Different religious background.
Different social, ethnic, or educational background.
Toxic in-laws.
Toxic ex-spouse.
Toxic Stepchildren.
Long-distance relationships.

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Six qualities to look for in a mate:
Commitment to personal growth.
Emotional openness
Integrity
Maturity and responsibility
High self-esteem.
Positive Attitude towards life
"Learn life's biggest lesson: Love, Forget & Forgive."
Len...com theory EHEM isn't really easy... but yeah... Kaya ni George un... but it's not really easy...take it from me...
hi yah guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kakatapos lang nang exam ko sa fili123 eh.... grabe, parang hindi exam eh, pero medyo nahirapan ako kasi dun sa pag bibigay ng "saklaw at limitasyon"...

anywayz, ano nang balita sa inyo????

bezy miss na kita!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ano nang balita????pupunta nga pala si ben mamaya sa bahay around 3pm.. kamusta ka na daw.. miss ka na raw niya eh..

george, pambihira..... wag kang matakot sa comp theory niyo.. sisiw lang yan sayo... AS IN CHICK lang yan....heheheheh.......i know kaya mo yan...............

kuya lance, kala ko ba you learned letting "her" go???? hay nako, wag mo na kasi munang intindihin ang love kasi marami ka pang dapat asikasuhin sa grades mo... tingnan mo ko, now im starting to move on..... kaya ko na!!!!!!!

and to the other guys there................ miss ko na talaga kayo...............

sana magkaroon tayo ng gimik kahit sa festival after the class card distribution...........................

good luck na lang.....

and im so happy kasi nakatapos na naman tayo ng isang SEMESTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

abbie bezy, nandito pa rin ako kahit malayo tayo sa isat isa... sabi nga ni ayah, hindi ibig sabihin ng malayo na kayo, hindi na kayo bestfriends............................

mahal ko kayong lahat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 11, 2003

WHAT HURTS

letting go of a person u've just learned to love

reminiscing the good times u shared together

shielding ur heart to love somebody

trying to hide what u really feel

trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from ur eyes

loving a person too much

giving up someone u never thought of giving up

having the right love at the wrong time

taking the risk to fall in love again

hiding ur relationship from someone else

controlling ur feelings to avoid hurting a friend

thinking of him every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he never even
thinks a single thought of you...

letting go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper .....

holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out

falling inlove with someone you didnt mean to fall in love with

finding the perfect guy... with only one prob... he doesnt love you...

helping the one you love court your friend

seeing the one you love crying for someone else

the waiting also hurts like hell

having to hear "... I've met someone"

agreeing to his wish to 'just be friends'.

asking his freedom back bcoz 'he'd be happier with her'

asking u to 'forget that everything happened'and be 'normal' friends again.

hearing that u're treated as a lil sis

sharing his future plans for the girl with you.

u stopped being friends bcoz his gf asked him to.

being denied in front of people.

telling u lies where he'd been when actually, he was with a 'new friend' or an 'old flame'

he told u he'd be leaving u to return to her ex (d one he left 4 u!)

breaking someone's heart

fighting for that one thing that would make you happy
that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you him commitment unless he fix himself... then, you are left hanging for the moment... then he says, time will tell... but you still decided to hope in him and trust him

PRETENDING you're OK when inside you're dying...

PRETENDING to be strong.... and RECOGNIZING your weakness

lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have...

being with someone you can't actually love...

pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love...

being in love...

letting go even if you really don't want to... having no right to say you are hurting because it
was your decision

seeing the person you love hurt because of you... and not being able to help that person...

having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he/she doesnt treat you with the same closeness as before

having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable

admitting that you love someove despite his imperfections

finding out that the more you try to hate him, the more you end up loving him, perhaps even more than before

realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.

the thought that this guy, used to really love you and you loved him as well but you didn't give enough and he gave up on you

Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else....."

making a promise... and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered... the commitment is no longer there...

the hardest thing about love - believing it exists.


After you've been hurt...
learn to forgive
learn to trust and love again

Thursday, October 09, 2003

guys..............................



wala lang.............. so funny......................... american pie was great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

Title: Maybe
Artist: Neo Colours
Revived: King

There I was
Waiting for a chance
Hoping that you'll understand
The things I wanna say

As my love went stronger than before
I wanna see you more and more
But you closed your door
Why don't you try
To open up your heart
I won't take so much of your time

CHORUS:
Maybe, it's wrong to say please love me too
'Cause I know you'll never do
Somebody else is waiting there inside for you
Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day
'Cause I know he's here to stay
But I know to whom you should belong

I believed what you said to me
We should set each other free
That's how you want it to be

But my love went stronger than before
I wanna see you more and more
But you closed your door
Why don't you try to open up your heart
I won't take so much of your time

CHORUS:
Maybe, it's wrong to say please love me too
'Cause I know you'll never do
Somebody else is waiting there inside for you
Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day
'Cause I know he's here to stay
But my love is strong
I don't know if this is wrong
But I know to whom you should belong

(Instrumental)

CHORUS:
Maybe, it's wrong to say please love me too
'Cause I know you'll never do
Somebody else is waiting there inside for you
Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day
'Cause I know he's here to stay
But my love is strong
I don't know if this is wrong
But I know to whom you should belong

Monday, October 06, 2003

hi hello... i got letters for most of you guys... i'll give it to you later today... i gotta go to sleep... i have a speech to memorize in the morning and to recite it at 1pm...
uhm... heyo guys... wut up?? ...

i don't know if i could go wit whatever GIMMICK the tropa is gonna be having... but... let's go eastwood! :D haha...

oh, will you guys be at the dorms this sembreak?

y'know what? by summer... George...if ever...we can't stay in the dorm... let's all stay Villa Isabel..let's all stay in one "house" or building at least... THAT would be FUN. haha! lalang... let's all do that! let's take Kay, Mark wit us too... :D haha! nice... :) well yeah... that's about it...

it's past 11... gotta go sleep... i promised them ima go sleep early... so yeah... GNYTZY! mwwwaahhhh!!!!

mwah,mwah,mwah,mwah,mwah,mwah!!! (exagg)

I LOVE YOU ALL SSOOOOO MUCH....

--+>xoxo Lia*

Friday, October 03, 2003

hi guys..................

kakauwi ko lang,,, im here na sa sta.rosa.........im with my niece.....

kinda weird....... i have a new crush!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!heheheh.. wala lang.....

i miss you guys..................

ope we'll have a gimik after the exams!